Wednesday, January 1, 2020

2019 Shenanigans- Welcoming 2020


While I’m in the process of writing this, there is a continuous playback of happy New Year by the Abba in my head. A big throwback for a moving forward thought.

I am in my desk on the 2nd day of the year yet my heart seems to be drifting somewhere in the Panay archipelago. Right then and there I realized that I need to let this steam of emotions out. You see, I started 2020 with quite some uninteresting events. A series of parties, get together and drinking sessions does not totally sum up happiness. At times, it will drag you even further down. Now this may sound depressing, but I am not in no way disheartened or sad. God has blessed me with enormous mercy that there is no room for ungratefulness. This is what they normally call New Year’s blues. The feeling of hope bundled with fear of the unknown.  What will happen to my future now?

In the framework of management, one of the essential factors to plan out the future is looking into the planning tools such as SWOT analysis and Project management. In real life scenarios, we tend to check the historical data before having any conclusions at hand. So how about we try to review and assess our 2019 performance.

Quarter 1:
Such a pain having to undergo Dinagyang festivities and the entrance of the first quarter. The energy is high as we are still battling the holiday hangovers. Everybody is hopeful. The future seems bright. 

Quarter 2:
Feeling high in the sun. I have somewhat made a big decision to shift the line of business I am currently in. I tried to shake my own status quo. Reviewed my options, analyzed my situation and carefully laid out my goals. I have taken the necessary actions to change the playing field. At some point, my comfort zone was lost. This will be a great adventure.

Quarter 3:
Partly challenging, but very much exciting. New work environment. New set of challenges. Everything seems new. My skills were put into test. I doubted myself a couple of times. And at some point, I knew I have to pull myself together. I am here now. Either I sink downward or step up and this opportunity of learning to become better, efficient and effective. I knew I was never born to sit in the corner and watch people. I felt like I was born to stand out. And that I have to work hard to achieve.

Quarter 4:
Finally, three months to go before getting another clean slate of experience. This is probably the sweetest months I have ever been with experiencing the highlights of school, meeting new and wonderful friends. Finally, opening myself to the world and seeing new perspective. I wanted more of this quarter. I wonder what’s next.

2020 is scary. Can this year top the abundance of 2019? With high spirits I’d like to welcome this year with a positive heart. I may be self-sufficient (the word of the year for me. Lol) in most ways, the constant anxiety and distress of wonder and awe will always be my never-ending battle. But hey, just as the Beatles would phrase it, I’ll get by with the little help from our friends. Friends who became family.

So to cap it all off, cheers to this another decade of survival and adventure!

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